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Mark Linkous named the song that best describes him

Mark Linkous named the song that best describes him

“I was lucky to have people tell me how much my music meant to people,” the late Mark Linkous once said. That was the currency the man behind Sparklehorse lived by. He escaped to the countryside, rode his motorcycle, and tried to fish songs out of the floating ether to ease the chronic pain that came from his health problems. The usual things of music didn’t mean much to him.

“I don’t consider myself to be exceptionally talented,” the ever-modest and thoughtful musician once said. “Making music is a talent in the sense that I’m just a kind of conduit, and it goes from the air through me to the tape. But I’ve worked at it for a long time, so I’ve refined it.”

He is in good company with this view. David Bowie also rejected the claim that his music was tied to intelligence and said that one only needed to be “a social being” to be a good writer.

Linkous was a “social animal” of a different sort; indeed, those who knew him felt that he often drifted off into a very private social plane. He floated like a sponge in the ocean, passively soaking up the world and gently wringing it out in his music – music he considered his fitting craft rather than his “calling”. “I think a lot of people have the opportunity to turn what’s in the air into art,” he continued. “Unfortunately, there are great painters and songwriters working at the power plant that we’ll never see or hear.”

Of the songwriters we heard, however, he identified most with one: Neil Young. When asked by NME When asked which song he thought best described him, he settled on the Canadian’s laid-back ballad, “F*!#in’ Up.” First released in 1990, the slacker-rock-inspired song, which Young recorded with Crazy Horses, asks a simple question with a drunken undertone that may provide the explanation: “Why do I always screw up?”

Even the opening lyrics seem to cast a grim light on Linkous’ self-image: “Thoughtless drifter on the road, bearing such a light burden.” Growing up in rural Virginia, Linkous was always aware that trying to take an easier path in life brought its own heavy burdens. But like the song itself, Linkous found solace in his music, and that’s something we can share with a legion of ever-growing fans, even years after his death.

So it is both comforting and sad to realize that his three simple wishes in life were: “To have a baby, to set records that will be recognized, and to own one of the new Moto Guzzi V11 Sports.”

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